Thursday, September 29, 2011

Becoming Catherine

   Kate finished her hair with a nervous flip on the last strand as she sat at her vanity, nothing to be nervous about right...Kate sagged her shoulders, What was she thinking about? Of course she was nervous! A meeting with the Queen without William by her side, it was absolutley nerve wracking.  Kate pulled on her simple but pretty light colored cream dress and matched it with the same colored heels.  Her hands were nervously shaking and she could harldy clasp her necklace around her neck, she was about to just throw it down and give up but then William's strong hands grabbed the chain and placed it around her neck, "I got it, love"  He said softly in her ear and Kate shivered at the closeness of her husband.  Kate heared the necklace click together and she was about to walk away but William wrapped his stong arms around her slim waist and started to plant soft kisses down the side of her neck.  Kate squirmed, "Wills!"  Kate tried to get out of his hold on her but she really didn't feel like moving at all.  "What?" William mocked innocence and Kate turned around in his arms and placed hers around his neck, "You know what! I need to get going or you are going to make me late" Kate said softly but couldn't help but to respond to Williams soft kiss in her lips.  Kate pulled away first and laid her head on his shoulder and he tightened his grip on her, "You will be amazing Kate"  William whispered into her hair, he knew she was nervous and he wish he could make her feel better but he had tried everything and Kate didn't seem to change her mind and they called him the stubborn one?
   "Easy for you to say"  Kate mumbled into his neck and breathed in his scent, why couldn't she just stay like this forever.  "Oh come on Kate, she is absolutley in love with you and you know it"  William said and stared down into his wife's eyes, Kate nodded and then said, "Well I need to get going and shouldn't you be getting to work?" Kate raised one eyebrow and got out of William's grasp and then he said, "I am going! I just wanted to see you before I left"  Kate smiled and kissed  him softly and then started to walk out of their bedroom in their house in Anglesey.  William stared after his wife and then had a second thought.  "Wills!" Kate turned swiftly around as her husband gave a soft pat on her buttocks, William gave her a smirk and held his arms up in a mock surrender, "What? Its a ritual"  William said and moved closer to his new wife and Kate tried to get angry but her husband could be so sexy at times, "Oh yeah? Whose ritual?" Kate whisperd and pressed her small body to her husbands, "Ours" William whispered back to her and smashed his lips down onto Kate's in a very passionate kiss.
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    On the ride there Kate had twisted her engangment ring around her finger nervously but once she had meant up with the Queen it all suddenly went away.  "Oh Kate my dear, are you excited to see it?" the Queen asked her as they walked to were the exhibit would be waiting for them.  "Yes, ver much so" Kate smiled at the Queen and she returned it, Kate let out a happy sigh, damn now she had to tell William he was right all along.  "Your majesty" The workers on the exhibit bowed and curtsied gor her and Kate smiled as they did the same for her, she still wasn't quite use to that.  The Queen and Kate walked into the exhibit room and it all became very real for Kate, the dress she wore was standing proudly in the middle of the room, the dress she helped her design on her happiest day of her life well so far.  Kate took it all in as she heard the Queen chatting excitedly with the workers on how good it looked and how everything was well placed.  Kate took in everything that was on her Wedding day and Reception, it was so surreal.  Kate was knocked out of her own head once the workers said that they could walk around and look at everything.  Kate slowly walked behind the Queen, taking everything in, it was just so beautiful. 
   Kate smiled with the Queen as they viewed everything and as they where viewing Kate and Will's wedding cake.  "Well it is quite extrodinary, isn't it?" Kate smiled over at the Queen, "Yes, yes it is" Kate felt like she could be more of herself right now, "Is it strange for me that just now it came all so surreal?" Kate asked softly, so no one would hear her except the Queen, "No my darling, Once I married Phillip it took me about 3 months, you are doing quite well its only been one"  Kate laughed along with the Queen, Why had Kate been worrying? Kate continued on with the Queen on the rest of the exhibit and she walked with the Queen through the other exhibits that would also be up along with her wedding things.  Kate had a very delightful lunch and tea with the Queen and she felt like she new her much better now and was more comfortable in her presence.  "Thank you so much for the wonderful day, Your Majesty"  Kate curtsied for her right before she left the room.  "Oh no darling, the pleasure was all mine Catherine" Kate accepted the two kisses on the cheeks the Queen gave her and she bid her goodbye's once again and left the palace grounds and headed home to her husband in Anglesey.  On the car ride back she though to herself, Catherine? Mmm she liked the sound of that.
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    Kate walked through the door to her home she shared with Wills and took off her high heels and stretched her toes out, god her feet hurt.  Sheheaded upstairs to the bedroom her and Wills shared and she started to take off her jewelry, with steady hands this time.  She found William lying on the bed working on something and he looked up at her, "So?" He asked and raised one eyebrow, Kate fought back her husband already knew he was right since this morning.  "What?" Kate asked as she placed her jewelery in the right spots on her vanity and William raised and eyebrow at her even though her back was turned. "Kate?" Kate turned around and placed her hands on her hips and glared at her husband, hoping he would catch on but know he wanted to be smug! Kate thre her hands up in the air, "Fine, You were right!" William threw his back and laughed, Kate tried to get angry but her husband's laugh was infectious and she gave her own giggle before she sat next to him on the bed and propped herself up on the headbord and sank into the softness of their bed and William placed an arm around her shoulders, "So it was alright, yeah?" William asked soflty and seriously and Kate turned to him and gave him a dimple smile, "Yes everything was perfect"
   William smiled at his gorgeous wife, happy that she was happy with this life that she now shared with him.  "Well, I think it is time to relax"  Kate gave a look to William and William just smirked at her, "Which means this dress has to come off!"  Kate gave mad giggles as William practically pounced on her and laid kisses everywhere he could reach and she finally caught her husbands lips and kissed him passionetly.
   She loved Becoming Catherine

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Home

     William was tired, all the plane rides back to London where long and seemed like they would never end.  He went over seas with Harry to Afghanistan to visit the soldiers and to see how they were doing, it had been 2 weeks since he last saw his wife, the place where Harry and William stayed had no technology reception at all and he couldn't even listen to his wife's voice.  William missed her terribly and he remebered her begging him to take her with him and he refused he didn't wan't her in that kind of danger and she had accepted his reasoning.  He missed her, he missed home, She was his home.  Harry was fidegiting beside him and he smirked to himself, Harry would never admit it but he missed home too.  William became gratefull when the car pulled into the Kensigton Palace grounds and he got out of the car and grabbed his bags and pratically ran to the door of his home, where Kate would be waiting for him, welcoming him home.
      Kate tapped her bare foot impatienly on the glossy hard wood floor of Kensigton Palace, that they had moved into months ago.  William should have been home now, he had made a visit over to Afghanistan with Harry to talk and see how the soldires weere doing, it was a two week trip and Kate wanted to go along but William wouldn't have it at all.  What was taking him so long?  Kate glanced at the clock and started to nervously twist her ring around her finger.  What if something had happened or their was an attack or an accident or--"Kate?" Kate's thoughts immediatley froze and she leaped up from the couch and quickly smoothes out her skinny jeans and her large light pink soft sweater and ran downstairs to the foyere, where her husband had just called her name. 
     She raced down the stairs like a child on christmas morning and William dropped his bags just in time to catch his wife who jumped on him, William breathed in her comforting scent that he missed so much and held her close to his body.  Kate wrapped her arms and legs around her husband, never letting him go way for that long again without her.  Kate pulled her head from his neck and started to lay kisses all over his face and then finally his lips.  they both broke away from the kiss, "I missed you"  Kate whispered as they leaned their foreheads together and William replied, "I missed you so much, Love"  And then pulled her into another pationate kiss and carried her up to their bedroom. 
   William layed contently with Kate sleeping soundlessy in his arms and he just stared at her, he could look at her all day and would never grow tired of her, never.  William traced a large hand over her bare side and then over her flat stomach, mabye it was time to add to the Windsor family.

Something about Kate

  When William had first spotted Kate it was in the crowded dining room of St.Andrews, she caught his attention and he never really knew why.  Once they shared Art History together and he had gotten to know her he foud out she was a lovely, nice girl but was also had the biggest heart he ever knew, kind, smart, gorgeous, loyal and excepted everyone.  Once they had become great friends, he got to know her more and loved all the time he spent with her.  What really opened his eyes was the Charity Fashion Show at St. Andrews.  She had taken his breath away in an instant.  There was always something about Kate......
    Once he started to have romantic feelings for her, it wasn't a complet shock to him, he always had feelings of those sorts for her deep down, they had just came to the surface when he saw her own confidence.  They had been going out for years before the press found out but William didn't mind at all, he loved Kate too much to care.  They had gone through a big rough patch and broke up briefly in 2007 but he fought his way back into her heart and she accepted him with open arms.  Always something about Kate.........
   When he proposed to Kate, he wasn't even that nervous, he knew that this was the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, the one he would someday rule the country with, which now didn't make him that nervous as long as she would be by his side.  The woman who would give him children, he smiled to himself at that thought, he couldn't wait for that to happen.  When she said yes, he felt like jumping for joy but settled for a long pattionate kiss from her instead.  Even once he was enganged to her there was still something about Kate....
    On their wedding day, Wills was nervous, what if Kate ran away or decided she couldn't do this but then he thought of Kate and she would never ever do something like this, she would always tell him how she felt no matter what, if she wasn't ready she would of told him.  Once Kate stood next to him after her music stopped and she was holding her fathers hand, there were too many thoughts going through his head to actually say something to her, he was in shock, everyday he had known her, she grew more beautiful each day. He stumbled out she looked beautiful and Kate smiled, knowing he wanted to say more to her but couldn't as the ceromy started.  As they sat down William tried to keep his attention on the people who were talking but couldn't help but give glances to Kate, he had seen her in white before but this was just extroidinary.  She truly looked like a princess,his princess.  Something about his princess......
     As she laughed and smiled and waved to the large crowds and she whispered to him, he still couldn't get over the fact that he had her forever know, which made him burst with happiness on the inside.  The crowds started to chant, "KISS" over and over again and Kate smiled up at him and leaned up and the lightly kissed and the crowds went absolutley crazy and Kate gave a hearty laugh and so did William.  He knew that the second kiss wasn't planned but he wanted another one, he loved her so much. She smiled and leaned up once more making the crowds scream loudly and their family on the balcony shocked. There was something about his wife Kate.
   "Wills what are you thinking so deeply about?" Kate asked and looked up at him, gripping his hand on their walk by their house in Anglesey.  Kate smiled up at him and tightened her grip with her small hand onto his larger one. "Just you love"  William said with such deep love all Kate could do was smile and lean into him closer as they walked.  There was something about Kate and he knew what it was finally, she was his soulmate.

Friday, September 16, 2011

As long As I Live, I Will Love You

     Kate laughed as Diana ran around the gardens with her friends at her 3rd birthday party, Kate was now 6 and a half months pregnant with her and Will's second child and life couldn't get any better.  Kate heard Emily's familar laugh and looked over at her and Harry, so happy that he found happiness and kept her.  Kate felt familar arms wrap around her waist and baby bump she was now officially sporting under her purple sundress.  Kate turned in her husbands strong arms and lightly kissed him on the lips.   William smiled down at his glowing wife and brought her closer to him, the faint happy screams of the children fading from his ears.  William smiled as he felt their secong child give a sharp kick, both Wills and Kate laughed, " Why do I feel like this one is going to be a troublemaker?"  Kate asked William and he laughed and before he could answer Harry walked by and said, "Well Kate the second one is always the better one," Will and Kate shot him a glare and he held up his hand in defense, "What!? It's true, I mean look at me, the kid's definently going to be a trouble maker, I will make sure of it!" Harry winked and Kate become worried and turned to William, "Don't listen to my idotic brother love"  William shook his head and planted a kiss on Kate's forehead.  "HEY!! I heard that!!"  Kate and William laughed at Harry's antics, Could life be any better?
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   Kate was panicking, she now she should stay calm but she couldn't do it! Her water had broken in the evening of April 26th and it had scared her to death.  She was only seven and a half months long, there was 3 more months left!  The doctor had assured her that her baby was very healthy and sometimes this happened, it didn't mean that Kate had done anything worng or the baby was sick sometimes the baby just decides to come out before the parents are ready, that was an understatement.  Right now Emily and Harry were out buying things that Will and Kate would need immediatly, Emily had called and said that Harry wouldn't stop picking up baby girl premie clothes up and Kate laughed at that, she heard him yell through the phone that William was on that he was use to it and he had a feeling about it.  With Diana they wanted to know but this time they wanted to be a surprise.
    It was about 2:00 in the morning, it made it official, it was now April 27th.  Kate was thinking about napping before they wheeled her into a c-section but then the baby's heart moniter started to go off rapidly and Kate flinched when the doctors flooded the room, she searched for William and he was there holding her hand tightly.  She didn't remeber alot of that time trying to catch everything but couldn't, the doctors stated that the baby's heart had stopped and they needed to get her into an emergency c-section right now.  Kate was wheeled off and even though Kate didn't feel anything William still held her hand tightly in the operating room.  Kate looked over at the clock and now realized it was 4:03, the birth of her baby.
     Kate panicked when she saw the doctor hold the baby up and the baby wasn't moving at all, "Why isn't the baby moving?" She yelled out but she didn't mean to, oh god please oh please dont let the baby be--little crys filled the room Kate let out a choked sob and William's whole body lessened in his tention and Kissed the tob of Kate's head.  "It's a girl!" The doctor annouced happily and the burse came over and handed her out to William her crys were still going and Wills hesitated before he held her and her little crys stopped immediatly once she was in her father's arms.  Williams eyes watered and Kate smiled, her own tears coming to her eyes.  William gently handed the baby girl over to her and laid her on Kate's chest.  Kate looked at the very small baby the looked up at her with her big blue eyes that looked just like William's and she had dark hair over her head just the opposite of Diana.  Kate cried as she held her, thought she had lost her forever. 
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    William watched as his wife sleeped peacfully on the hospital bed, she must have been exhaugsted, Kate had tried to get him to sleep but he didn't want to take his eyes of his newest daughter, Ella Marie Victoria Wales.  She was utter perfection but Will was scared to death that her little heart would stop again but she was breathing evenly in her little glass case, William wanted to protest but since she hadn't gotten use to normal heat she needed to be heated a little more.  William stuck his hand through the hole of her crib and stroked her fine dark hairs on her little head, he never saw something so small in his life that was living and breathing, and it was all his and Kate's.  William smiled and a nurse came in saying that Harry was here, Will had sent him to sleep but as usual he didn't listen, with one last look at his sleeping wife and daughter he left the private room and into the private waiting area.
    Harry was standing there, "Finally!! What is it?? You didn't tell me over the phone! And for that I am very pis--"  William happily cut Harry off and simply said, "Harry would you like to come and met your newest niece, Ella Marie Victoria" Harry's eyes got wide and he hugged his brother and tried to hide his tears back but he was worried the entire time that the baby wouldn't pull through.  Harry pulled away and shook his head yes, Wills smiled and guided his little brother to the room.  Harry and William crept by Kate's bed and went straight over to baby Ella, "Oh my god, she is gorgouse Wills and so little!"  Harry sat in a chair next the incubater crib that was keeping Ella warm.  Harry smiled and looked over at William,  William smiled at Harry and said gently, "harry you can touch her she won't break"  easing Harry's nervousness, William experienced earlier as the nurse handed her to him after she was born. 
    As Harry stuck his hand through the small open space and touched her cheek gently with one finger,  Ella stirred and blinked her big eyes open, Harry let out a gasp.  "she has mum's eyes" harry said softly as Ella's little hand came up and grabbed a hold of Harry's finger, "Yeah she does"  William said softly and Harry and Wills let out breathless laughs, happy for the good health Ella was in.
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   Diana tapped her little foot impatiently in the elevator up to were her mummy and daddy were and her new little sister and she had no idea why she had to hold this lady's hand, she tried to get her call her grandmother but it just didn't feel right to Diana.  As the elevator dinged onto the private waiting room Diana took off running leaving her grandfather behind her, Her pink sundress flew behind her and her little sandaled feet lightly touched the ground, "Daddy!!" Diana squeled and William easily caught her as she launched herself at him.  william gave her a tight hug, he missed his little girl. "Oh I missed you darling"  he said softly and kissed the side of Diana's head and she said, "I missed you to Daddy and Mummy!! Can I see Mummy!?"  William laughed as he saw the excitment dance in her hazel eyes, she had gotten from Kate and nodded his head and carried her to the room Kate and Ella were in.
    Diana saw Uncle Harry and Aunt Emily sitting next to her mother's bedside and she waved to all of them and was about to say something but something in the corner of the room caught her little eye and she walked over to it and tried to see what was in it, it was too high off the ground for her to reach and touch it so she turned her curios eyes to her mother, "Mummy what's this?" Kate laughed at her daughter's newly found curiousity and said, "That his your baby sister"  Diana gasped and turned swiflt back to the box and tried to reach up on her tip toes but it was still to tall!! "Daddy!! I can't see her!  Diana's bottom lip jutted out and she stopped her little foot making all the adults laugh and Wills came over and picked her up from under the arms and set her feet on the bottom of the chair cusion so she could see, Diana's eyes got big and she leaned in to get a better look "Wow"  she muttered in amazment.
    "So who did that sound like a minute ago?" Emily asked the room her red eyebrows going up,  Will and Kate answered at the same time, "Harry"  Harry looked shocked, "What? It did not!"  Harry said in the same whiney voice Diana had used earlier and crossed his arms acrossed his chest, making the adults laugh once again. Diana didn't notice because she was too busy looking at her little sister, she was so tiny and pretty she looked like one of her baby dolls, she felt her father pick her up and easily host her on his hip and leaned her down so she could touch her little sister.  Diana stuck her little tongue out of the corner of her mouth and toched her little sister's arms and smiled when her sister's eyes opened and stared up at her.  Diana pulled out her hand and wrapped both of her little arms around William's neck, "Daddy she looked at me!"  Diana said excitedly and William smiled at her and kissed her forehead and said, "Yes, she seems to like to do that alot"  Dian looked back down at her sister, finding her staring at her and their father again.  Diana got a pensive look on her face, "Daddy what's her name?" She turned to her father and looked up at him her blonde curls flying with her.  "Ella, sweetie" Diana bit her lip and looked down at Ella and reapeted, "Ella!" happily.

  
  

As Long As I Live I Will Love You Part One (Sequel to From this moment on)

    Kate heard the distant cheers from the crowds outside of the hospital.  She couldn't stop smiling and neither could William, the night before Kate had gave birth to a very healthy baby girl, Kate had suggested they name her Diana and institly William had tears spring to his eyes and they now had a very small princess on their hands.  Kate couldn't wait to take her home and put her in all the clothes Pippa and herself had bought and lay her to sleep in the pink nursery Harry and William decorated together.  Kate packed her bag up and one of the guards took it from her, she missed having her baby in her arms but as usual William had stolen her away.  Kate shook her head, Diana was going to be a daddy's girl for sure.  Kate smoothed down her hair and pulled on her red maternity coat and button it up nowing she was going to face the freezing March air. 
   Kate went out into the hallway and saw Charles holding her and smiling like she had never seen before, William grabed her hand and brought her closer to his warm body and smiled at each other and gave each other a quick kiss.  Charles handed over Diana to Kate and Kate smiled down at her baby girl that was wrapped in a bundle of pink blankets, Diana yawned and closed her eyes, Kate hoped that the loud crowds wouldn't wake her.  Once she felt a hand on the small of her back Kate looked up William and smiled proudly up at him, they did this, they made a beautiful creature that was living and breathing before them.
    Kate felt Wills hand on lower back the entire walk out of the hospital and once they sttepped out the front doors, you could of heard a pin drop.  It was very quite compared to their wedding and other affairs they went to togther.  Kate smiled as minimal cameras went off, no one wanting to wake the precious baby princess that just came into the world.  William smiled and waved at the crowds but the usered Diana and Kate into the waiting car that would take them home to Kensigton Palace.
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   As Kate fought with the too long Christianing dress, if she couldnt get it off the hanger, how was she going to get it on her squirming, happy baby! Kate let out a sound of success and heading over to her daughter who was lying on her changing table, playing with her stuff animal, paitenly waiting for her mother to dress her for her big day.  Kate was relieved that Diana stayed still as she put the gown on and the bonnett.  Kate smiled at Diana and Diana giggled up at her mother, "Ahh who's a good baby?" Kate bounced diana on her hip and Diana smiled and giggled and then laid her head on her shoulder sucking her thumb.  Kate smiled and made her way out of the nursery having to meet the family at Buckingham Palace for the official pictures.  Kate carried her out and meet up with William in the foyer and he smiled at Kate and kissed her passiently on the lips and then he broke away and Kate handed over Diana to her father knowing she would get fussy realizing there was something tied around her head.  Kate smiled as the photographer clicked away and sighed with relief as he finished and they all started heading to the church.  Kate smiled as the photographers caputered her in her sky blue dress and nude heels and her matchin nude collored pill box hat and her curly hair tumbling down her back, William guided her and Diana through the church and stayed close to them at all times. 
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   William couldn't believe how fast Diana was growing and she was only 2 and a half! William watched as Kate and Harry played with her in the garden grass of kensigton palace.  Kate let out a loud laugh as Diana threw something at Harry and he looked shocked, "William your daughter's hurting me!!" He called out to his big brother and baby Diana just laughed and walked over to Harry and reached up for him.  Harry smiled down at his baby niece and picked her up and tossed her in the air and catched her easily and she gave a mad giggle, "See I was right Kate, Uncle Harry would be the favorite!" Harry smiled happily and Kate nodded her head and said, "Harry she only reached for you so she could pluck the flower from behind you" Kate smiled and Harry looked down to see little Diana holding a baby purple flower in her hands, "Well it still counts!" Harry said and Kate laughed and Harry brought her closer to his chest.  The three of them, well now four were making a great little family. Kate placed a hand on her stomach, well soon to be five if she was corrected in her mind.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Wanted you more

    2 months, that is how long it had been since he had seen her gorgeous face, 2 months since he smelled her scent, 2 months sice he kissed her, 2 months since he touched her, it was horrible.  As he worked on his training it felt like he was on auto-pilot and Kate was off in London working and having a delightful time without him around.  Spending time with other guys,  William's jaw clenched and he tightened his grip on the steering wheel as he drove back home from the airport he had about 3 weeks off before having to head back to his training and Guy had called him while he was on the plane and already had the evening maped out for them, night club after night club after night club.   William shook his head at his crazy friend, he sighed, he missed Kate.
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   Kate applied blush as she was getting ready for a night out, she had just gotten off of work, it being late because of inventory but she wasn't going to cancel on her friends.  Kate fluffed her curly hair from the top to the bottom and it fell over her shoulders and to the middle of her back, she pulled on a red dress that had a low v-neck and stopped right before her knee and paired it with matching red high heels and grabbed her black clutch and headed out of her flat.  She smiled when she saw the photographers and walked to the car her friend from work, Stephinie was waiting in and she was scared that one of the men would fall as they walked backwards to get her full shot.  She finally got into the car and sighed in relief and smiled over at Stephanie, tonight was going to be a good night.
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   William just thought he was seeing things as he downed his fifth shot of tequila but he blinked his eyes and it wasn't a cruel dream or a mistaken identity it was definetly Kate.  He took in her beautiful apperance and smiled to himself, when didn't she look drop dead gorgeous? Wills thought about going over but she was having a good time with her girlfriends who were already drunk off there asses Kate seemed to be the only sober one but as they all got up and walked out of the crowed club, William couldn't help but to follow, his protective insticts kicking in, there were loads of photographers outside and he didn't want Kate to get trappeled. 
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   Kate was a bit buzzed and the shock of all the flashed blinded her for a second but she smiled gratefully, happy that Stephanie had nothing to drink that night, since she had to work an early shift tomorrow morning.  The photographers swarmed around them and Kate had gotten seperated from her friends and she began to get pushed aroun and her heel got stuck in the cobblestone and she was about to embarass herself entirely but she felt a familar pair of stronge arms grab her arms and steady her and got her out of the throng of men and pulled her to a side street that was empty except for Will and Kate.
    Kate took in the image of her boy--ex-boyfriend and tried to smile but it came out to tightly across her lips and it didn't quite reach her eyes.  William took in the moment of being this close to Kate and not having her walk away, "Kate, are you alright?" Kate nodded and smiled but Wills knew it was forced and she said, "I am fine, I need to get going Stephanie is wanting for me."  Kate swallowed, she thought she could handle it but she was wrong, as Kate made her way around William, he grabbed her around the waist to stop her.  Kate wanted to melt in the embrace but she didn't dare, she just looked straigt on noticing Stephanies car up the stree. "What happened to us Kate?" William whispered brokenly, Kate finally turned to look at him.  She gave him a sad smile and raised her hand and cupped on of his cheeks and his larger calloused came up and place it over her soft small one.  Kate gae another sad smile and said softly to William, "I guess I wanted you more" Kate dropped her hand and placed her hands on his shoulders and lightly kissed his cheek, "I will see you around Prince William" She said and walked away from Wills and heading to the waiting car for her.
     William watched her walk away but it would be the last time he would let her go, he was going to get her because of course she is the love of his life.

Friday, September 2, 2011

And He Never Lived Happily Ever After...........

This was wrong it...it was all wrong, this was not how it was suppose to be,he was suppose to get her back. 

For her to be his, to marry and to have children but he let her go.

He understood that this life he lead was tough but she was so strong but until he started to distance himself from her.

One break-up, from a 5 year relationship and he screwed it all up.

He had let her go but she was already gone from him, slipped right through his fingers.

She never cheated, breaked away from him, she gave him space, time to figure things out, he never gave her time.

There was no one else for her but she found someone very important......Herself

They remained friends, he would always love her and take her back anytime but he knew she was out of his hands,

They would see each other at events, parties, weddings with having all the same friends.

They had that beautiful friendship again, it was going strong and he finally got up the courage to ask her to take him back.

But thats when the ring on her small left hand appeared, they never shared romantic relationships together at all.

He had first seen it at a polo game, she wasn't flashing it at all but whenever he looked at her, he took everything in.

The sun making her brown hair shine, her eyes twinkle, her yellow sundress blowing in the wind, her curves, then the ring.

It was a beautiful diamond but it shouldn't be a white color it should be saphire.

Her wedding should have been world wide and air on television, she should show the world herself and be accepted.

She shouldn be pregnant with anyone else's child, it should be his, even if it was going to be a Queen or King someday.

The child should of had blue eyes not brown, should have blonde hair not black, the child should of been his daughter.

He could have everything with her but he wanted freedom and that got him nothing.

He will marry into a loveless marriage, rule the world with a stranger, never actually loving his wife.

His wedding day was large but he couldn't stop looking, in her red dress, her stomach forming into a small bump once again

He married another royal, something that never mattered to him, his love of his life wasnt his, it was all his own fault.

At the reception she looked breathtaking in a purple dress that fit her well, he took his eyes off his new wife and took her in.

She came up to him and hugged him, they both hanged on to each other to long, she pulled away first and kissed his cheek.

She smiled up at him and her eyes sparkled, oh how they sparkled.

"Congratulations Wills" She smiled, she was glowing

"Thank you Kate"

He never would feel alive again.